Memory Lane

I've been here before. I wrote a small blog about my frustrations and how I felt about my future. Not being good enough, jealous of my competition, unsure of my potential. That was my only post, and I don't remember what I posted it under. I wish I could have found the blog, it represented who I used to be and still am.

No matter how many times we go through our pasts nothing can change, and that is why I view it as unhealthy to look back. Of course that doesn't stop me, and I'm sure the same goes for every other person out there. I didn't start a blog because I thought it was cliche, and everyone else started doing it at once. Then I realized that's not a proper reason to hold back, and I should not be holding back at all. I have dreams, hopes, wishes, fears, thoughts, musings, comments, questions, and answers to pose. Where else should I post such things? I do have a notebook, but hand cramps are sometimes a motivator to put the pen down. This is an experiment, and I will note my results accordingly.

I do not want this blog to sound apathetic, typical, or whiny. Be that as it may, it will probably be all of those things. I also do not want it to be obscure, plain, or metaphorical. I'm quite sure it will be all of those things. The point I make is I write for myself, not for other people. Yes, it would be interesting to see if anyone would read this, but I would rather let what happens happen. (grammar)? I will be here for who knows how long, doing who knows what, typing nothing and everything of importance. It all depends on how the reader looks at it.

Anyways, as a hint towards my identity, I am a photographer. Bingo, you know who I am. I just don't feel like stating who I am. So now I've given a clue, and I'll leave the rest up to you. (Note-That's not me).


Things I might be blogging about: a breakup, my regrets, my everyday life, my feelings towards certain events, my failings, my successes, etc.....just about anything. I might blog once a month or twice a day. Anything is possible, goodnight for now.