I just found out Gigi can't come to Steamboat Springs in January and I'm extremely upset. I don't know why it's this bad, I just expected to be sad and then get over it because at least I'm going on vacation right? Nope. I guess I've been attaching myself to certain people lately, and avoiding others. I've been pushing a lot of people away, and many of them have just been extremely annoying for no reason. It's not them either, just every little thing they do bothers me. It's multitudes of people, and I have no reason to be annoyed with them. I'm blaming everything on the full moon and other issues, but it doesn't get me anywhere.
I miss my past a lot, and looking back on it messes me up beyond belief. I get in a funk after thinking of the people now absent from my life and all the ways I messed up, when I could have easily prevented a lot of what happened. I've just been doing whatever the hell I want to lately, and it doesn't work out. It's quite the opposite. I also don't like texting anyone, I've been extremely anti-social. Great for Thanksgiving break, hm? Totally. BLEH. Whine whine whine whine whine. But the thing is, I can whine. This is my blog dangit, if you, anonymous reader, don't want to see me whine, then don't read my blog. This is for me, not anyone else. My blog, my thoughts, my rants, etc.Anyways, here's a preview of the shoot I just did. I hope the rest of break gets better. If this is how it's going to be, I'm out...
Holy jesus I just had the longest comment written out and I accidentally clicked a link and it WENT AWAY! FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
ReplyDeleteAnyway, this is Carly! I totally hate the commenting format for Blogspot. EW EW EW! Wordpress, FTW!
And why are everyone's blogs depressing!? When I had a blog, I made happy posts! But then I quit blogging... it was hard though! I made so many great friends through it. Friends who I am now friends with on FB, btw! haha. They were mostly friends from my first blog, though, which was centered around helping people with an online game. I made tons of friends, but also a few enemis, because my blog was pretty sucessful (200,000+ hits, man!) Anyway, I wasn't careful, and some people hired a hacker to delete my blog. Oh no! My internet fame! Gone in a flash! Oh well. I made a new blog and kept my friends, so it was all good in the end!
I'm telling you this because I am often SO nostalgic for the good ol' blogging days with my buds. Since then, lots of them have quit blogging and disappeared, kinda like what I did. I miss them terribly, and it's hard to think that I will probably never ever see them again. It's sad stuff!
So I totally understand your "I'm pissed at everything" mood, and I get it if you don't feel like playing some KH2! I hope you get happier soon!
Maybe this will cheery you up...
THIS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qh_IFymXS9o
ACCOMPANIED WITH THIS: http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2010/322/7/1/711c40ea57c68be9abdeec47792a30a6-d333gk6.jpg
ALSO ORBIT BUDDY: http://www.deviantart.com/download/182067343/orbit_buddy_by_royaba-d30ec27.gif
P.S. My last comment was longer and made more sense, but I'm a retard. Blah.
OH BY THE WAY THAT WAS CARLY!
ReplyDeleteYou probably realized that as soon as I mentioned KH2, but whatevah!
Also, blogger requires a captcha to comment? (WORDPRESS IS SO MUCH BETTER) tee hee!
Haha silly Sara, my blog is closed down! You don't have to comment on it :P
ReplyDeleteAnd LAST DAY OF BREAK!? That's in, like, forever! We are not going to get very far into the game haha
Oh and have you started your soc book? Do you have that sheet that lists all the pages we have to do? Can you scan that and send it to me pretty please? tee hee
And yeah, sorry that comment made no sense! I had a comment that actually DID make sense, but it got deleted and I was super pissed... so I just wrote really fast and didn't really care :P woo!