I stayed up until 1AM last night (this morning). The USC server was down and I really wanted to submit my app...so I waited...and waited...and waited. And talked to various people while waiting.
I'm also too tired to submit writing, so basically, today was tough. Just as every day has been. For various reasons. But things will get better, I know they will.
One thing I do want to mention is that today my mother told me it wasn't worth applying to USC because I wouldn't get in anyway, and that was a slap in the face. A huge slap in the face. This came from the woman who had told me that I could do anything I wanted since the day I was born. It brought me down a few notches for the day, but after a shower I realized that it just gave me reason to push harder. Showers do that, yunno. :)
Basically, I don't apply to schools based on whether I'll get in or not. I do so because I want to go and they are worth my time and effort. Never give up, no matter what the situation. I wish I could have learned this way earlier.
Photo!
I've been messing around.
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| Messing around in photoshop with old pictures, nothing special |
On another note, I am becoming stronger every day. I look forward to each new day now, and I rarely wake up in a bad mood. With the start of each morning things look bright, and I will work hard on keeping them that way.
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